I know I totally need to update more often.. it's terrible :/ I am never using this anymore, ack. I need to!!! But anyways. Things are going pretty well. I'm happy! We've got a name for our baby girl, it's Victoria. I love that name, I think it's so pretty. I love being pregnant right now, with my husband here, because last time it was hard. I feel so close to Jeff when he's touching my tummy, feeling her kick, laughing when she actually does. And every time he touches my stomach she ALWAYS kicks! Either right when his hand is there or right after he moves it. She's so smart! I just love when he touches my tummy, even more when he kisses it. I've never and could never love anyone as much as I love my husband (Kids are different of course lol) I have dreams about being in the hospital with him, and loving/enjoying every single minute. Addy is getting so big! We took her to the park the other day, it was great. She loved every minute of ducky feeding and playing with the animals.

Am I stressed ! So much is going on it's like piling down on me! I'm supposed to go to my grandparents today with my husband, which is making me happy cause well, I get to spend some time with hubs. But he got me this game, World of Warcraft Burning Crusade and I've really enjoyed playing it. I always used to bash him for playing it and how gay it was etc but that was silly. I started playing it and he's been helping me and I have learned to really really like it! It's a pretty fun game. And I really like playing it with him. I already have a lvl 15 blood elf mage woo ROFL. Only been playing for a few days, too! My kitten has been attacking my daughter a lot recently. He even got me. I have a scratch on my boob! On a better note, I have a friends phone number who I haven't talked to in a few years. He's at ISU right now in college but when he comes back up here to visit and that we're going to plan something go to lunch etc, just catch up! It's exciting because I really haven't seen him in awhile. He had been my best friend in Junior High and High School so I'm looking forward to it. Hopefully trying to get ahold of my friend Amelia too, haven't talked to her in a few months. Last time I did I think it was right after my sister passed. Another interesting note, in Sept. there will be a really nice walk in Indiana for suicide. For family of suicide friends etc, my mom and I plan on going. I will be pretty big but it is really worth it :) There are times though when I really really miss my sister. She was just a kid. But not time for depressing stuff! I'm hoping today to be a good day.